suffer...

words suffer: difficult 2 describe..
now,im having suffering,becoz of 1 guy..
even we're r/ship since 2004,but he always make me dissapointed..
crying every nite,....
what happen 2 me???
till when must i patience???

diorg tipu n aq kne tuduh??

ntahla weh..
xtaw pe nk jd ngn life aq skang..
everything was so messed...
thanks aqtul,coz give support kt aq..
kalo xde ko,aq xtaw r..
better aq dok mlake, than aq blik umh n rse cm nk bnuh dri..
moral of da story,sebape lme korg kapel,kalo org 2 xjujur ngn kte xgne gak..
n da most important,sggup back up kwn yg maki2 aq..
ckop r,aq rse better aq braek up ngn die..
smpi kwn die ckp aq babi,padahal bde 2 aq xwat..
can u imagine dat..
gle sentap..
skang aq ngah xbtol,da kul 5a.m, still xtdo coz pk pe diorg da wat kt aq..
kalo kwn 2 alim xpe nk back up,ni pon kwn cm setan..